"Shit happens.
You simply stand back up,
dust yourself off,
learn from your mistakes and
move on.”

"That’s easier said than done."

"I said it was simple,
not easy.”





Oh god

I’m stoned and I really hope this is real. I got my old phone back.
I’m passing out inside.
My WHOLE LIFE was on this phone and I got it taken away almost a year ago b/c my parents caught me drinking.
I never thought I’d get it back.
I’m too fucking stoned for this and I’m too happy to breathe I’m crying and updating my life again (thank you Dropbox) and holy shit I HAVE MY MUSIC BACK.

I HAVE MY FUCKING MUSIC BACK
*currently sobbing* ohgod


Q
I let a guy in, and he fucked me over. I should've listened to myself. I should've never let him in.
A

Darling, that’s not true. While he is the devils bastard for being decieving, there’s no right time to say ‘I shouldn’t have let them in’. Because how will the right person find you if you’ve got walls like Sina?(that was a lame joke forgive me) but sincerely, the only thing left to do is learn from mistakes; not by shutting out, but by being careful of who you let in. That’s dramatical and preachful of me since we all fall, and listen to the wrong feelings; we all do it. But what i’m trying to say is not to let his mistakes become yours. If he couldn’t find the right way to be with you then damn him, but don’t damn yourself. Chin up, squint your eyes in a sexy way and ftw. Also love yourself. And burn his clothes. And egg his house. That is all.


My dearest ~,

The weather is amazing this time of year,
though I know how much you hate the snow.
I’ve left you some vodka, I know
that it won’t freeze in the soil.
It might just make it all the way down
to your coffin.
The kids are doing wonderfully,
though I know they miss you
more than they let on,
and i’m pretty sure there was more
vodka in this bottle,
when I left it.
I’m doing good too, don’t worry
i’ve found a nice little house by the ocean,
so that everytime I stare at the tide
it’s like looking into your eyes.

Yours always,
~

****

My dearest ~,

Do you remember that house I told you about?
The one by the ocean.
I’m here now, as the sun sets.
Soon I will be neither here,
nor there.
The kids are old enough, strong
enough, to carry on.
And by the time the sky fades from
azure to charcoal,
I will be in your arms,
finally.
It’s been so long.
I can hear the waves against the shore,
and I can do nothing but smile;
because today
I get to drown in your eyes,
once more.

Yours always,
~


Q
What would you do if you thought you were falling out of love with somebody?
Anonymous
A

To be honest, I would try to fall back in love. I use the world ‘love’ casually, though it might not be the right word b/c I personally don’t think it’s something you could fall out of. I guess you should fight for it, but don’t ever force/fake it. And if all else fails, I would let the other know, slowly, through my actions; so that when you say ‘I don’t love you anymore’, they won’t be surprised.


Dear ~

Is this a love letter,
or a suicide note? I can’t tell
the difference.
Something irreversable is
happening to me
and i’m not sure that I will survive.
I’m not sure that I will mind.
Even so, I have to write this down
so that you are fully aware
of what you have done.
My heart has been consumed, whether by love or hate
I do not know.
They are both the same things,
in the end.
You would kill for them.
You would die for them.
Which is this then?
A love letter,
or a suicide note?

Do not write me back,
~


There’s a difference between knowing what something is, and knowing how something feels.
The Giver

You drink like you have to forget something.
The saddest shit ever said. (via dvadeset-sedmi-august)

(via daisychainsandslitveins)




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langleav:

Lullabies, the new book by international bestselling author Lang Leav will be released September 16th, 2014. Pre-order at all major bookstores. To get a special discount now, purchase online at Amazon,BN.comand The Book Depository.

OHGOD Lang Leav is my favourie poet of all time she’s basically the reason I even started writing poetry